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UNWANTED HOMO SAPIENS

Homo sapiens means us, human :)

Today's topic is something that's bugging me for a long time. Still couldn't guess? Well, I'm going to talk about fakers.

Don't you just hate people who are sooo friendly one minute than bitchy afterwards. Bukan apa, sakit hati gila bila the person yang we thought is our friend is the real SATAN. Punya la tikam belakang tak hingat dunia. One thing la, I am a very vengeful person. Selagi I tak puas hancurkan hidup you, selagi tu I tak akan duduk diam.

Benda pasal I jahanamkan hidup orang ni sangat jarang berlaku sebab my patience boleh tahan la. geram memang geram tapi biasanya I akan duduk diam. BUT if you cari pasal lebih2..watch out la. Fakers...bukan semua fakers tu jahat..tu I tau. Tapi kalau nak fake pun berpada-pada la. Ni sampai segala benda nak di-fake-kan pun tak boleh jugak.

Fakers ni manusia yang kita patut kesian kan. Mereka terpaksa tiru orang sebab tak ada identiti sendiri. Terpaksa pura-pura sebab tak tahu nak convey perasaan dengan sendirinya. Walaubagaimanapun fakers are still unwanted.

Kalau dah tahu diri tu fake, cuba la ubah. Bukan nak kata I tak fake. Kadang2 I pun fake. Not always but ada la jugak. Tapi biasanya I sedar and menyesal pun.

Bagi fakers, wake up la. Kadang2 you need to realize jugak bukan semua kawan itu lawan dan bukan semua lawan itu kawan. Tengok sekeliling...sedar diri tu siapa.

Keciwa oh keciwa

During my exam week, I met this guy..really straightforward, witty and charming. Every day, I'd try to make time untuk borak dengan dia. Best sebab boleh share banyak. My dark side, innocent side and even my noob side. Every question yang I tanya walaupun benda stupid, dia jawab seriously. Dia tak pernah judge. We shared the same hobby..language pun lebih kurang je. Yang bestnya, he always makes me smile for no reason.

I tak pernah tanya dia study mana. I respect his privacy sebagaimana dia respect mine. Our status? Ntah la. Couple? Memang tak la. Kawan? Macam more than that. Hmm. Beza umur setahun je tapi to me, dia sangat matang. Sangat bertanggungjawab.

Jumaat lepas baru tahu dia student UM, itu pun sebab I said to him I kat UM untuk scrabble.Punya dia excited. Excited punya excited, tak jumpa pun..sebab dua-dua malas keluar kolej. Tapi walaupun tak dapat jumpa at least we still keep in touch via social network.

Tadi baru dia tanya I, pasal relationship and other crap yang sewaktu dengannya. As I am a free woman now, I cakap main lepas je la. Pastu baru confess he liked this one japanese exchange student. Hmm..baru niat nak fall..nasib x tersungkur lagi. At least keciwa pun tak teruk.

Walaupun dia minat orang lain, I still suka dia as a friend sebab dia ok gila. I guess, he'll be in my friend list for a long time :D

K la.

Enough of me ranting about some guy.

G'nite and sleep tight people.

Assalamualaikum

INSPIRASIAN FOREVER

Hi and good morning people!!

Before I hit the hay, let me share a bit about my second family in Malacca. I think it is time for all of you to know who and what Inspirasi really is.

I don't want to get all cliche on how this club became what it is today but how I see things in it. 1 1/2 years had passed since I became a full-fledged member of an Islamic club in UiTM Alor Gajah. Its not like any other Islamic club. It is something else.

Inspirasi's motto is 0.001%.

Why 0.001%?

Because drastic change rarely leave a permanent  reminder in ones life but little change does. Little by little we change to be better. This club is not all about singing nasyeed and acting. Its about those who have the will to change even if it is only 0.001%.

This club is just a tool to make us a better Muslims. To create a better future, we must mold a better us.

This family oriented club is unique whereby the seniors and juniors have no limitation on how to spread Islam in their own way. We used all sorts of input to make everything more lively (in more Islamic manner that is).

This club could not be where we are today if not for the support given by lecturers and students. It is all about change and uniting people. A tool to built a better nation. Starting from you, me and those around us.

For me, it is an offense for those who did not really understand what this club is all about, try to condemn us every time.

Learn to accept our flaws as how we try to accept yours.

I love Inspirasi as much as I love my own family.


Okeys.
I need my beauty sleep.
Asslamualaikum :)

Last 3 Days as Part 3 MassComm Student

Tick tock the clock ticks..




Time waits for no man. Time is a precious gem that is not replaceable, cannot be bought online or in supermarket.

From November 2013 to April 2014, I'm a part 3 student of diploma of communication and media studies in UiTM Alor Gajah, Melaka.

This semester I learned a lot. What true friendship means, what teamwork really implies as well as responsibilities. Pain and tears are my best friend during this one semester. How it pains me to see my friend struggling in a stormy sea, yet there is nothing I could do to save her. Every time she's in need, I'm occupied. And when I'm in need, she's occupied. Soon after, we grew apart.

I'm fine. I don't really mind not having a close friend. To me, my best friend has always been my mother. Call me old fashion but even in the Qur'an it says you should be friends with your mother. I'm just trying to be a good Muslim inside and outside. I still have a lot to improve and a lot to learn.

I can't wait to go home. To take a proper rest. To sleep in a large bed.

I'm no longer counting the days to go home but the hours :)

I end today's post by saying sayonara to those moving to Tapah and Seremban 3. Will miss you guys BIG TIME.

Hugs and Kisses from Sri