A girl with a weird hobby

I'm a normal girl...
With a weird hobby..

Pelik sangat ke?

Some people might say I'm a psychopath, just because I like seeing blood..
Dude, its just blood..

 I will not..would not inflict pain on myself just for my weird hobby..
Its just that if there's blood, I have this adrenaline rush. Hmmm..have no idea why @_@

That was one of the turning point of my life, when I decided that I shall not become a doctor.

Kang kalau ada injured patient bukan nak ubat..tengok darah leleh je..
Tak ke parah tu namanya?

Renungkanlah..maybe you guys pun ada kawan macam I kan?

PEACE Y'ALL

Unplanned Wedding Invitation

Hi,

On the 22^nd of December 2013, marked as the day I went to Ampang after the death of my dearest sister. The trip was not planned. It was zubong's brothers’ wedding.

I, Shahrizwan, Fiza, Ayu, Kak Tika and Dila were in the same car. It was the very first time Shahrizwan drove us to Kuala Lumpur without his super best friend, Amirul Hadi. To my surprise, he actually talk the whole way, back and fro.

Dila, Fiza and Kak Tiqa (from the left)

Dila, Lily and Fiza (from the left)

Ayu, Dila and Fiza (from the left)

Syahrizwan

He WAS a shy guy back then but now no longer. Everyone was in a jolly good mood. I guess when you're comfortable with the people who surrounds you, you'll be happy and jolly all day long :)

Freaking satisfied

I'm satisfied :)

Like really!!

Its been awhile since I had the satisfaction of doing a (almost) perfect assignment. Maybe its because I'm doing it with a guy I really really like or perhaps I've found the right group.

Even though I'm tired as hell right now, I feel comfortable in my current state. Can anyone explain to me why? Its like I don't really mind with all the work..yes..tired but sort of worth it!

I think I might fall in love with my third semester in Universiti Teknologi MARA (UiTM) Alor Gajah as a Diploma in Media and Communication!

Sorry

Oh my darlings, I'm so sorry..

Since the death of my only other sibling, I've been busy and emotionally unstable to write in my blog. Plus, the new semester has started. The internet here is REALLY SLOW!!!!

Siput pun lagi lagu tau! No kidding >O<

Anyway, life in campus ni cool la. Tired as hell, but really worth it!
Every drop of sweat has its purpose other than drenching my shirt :)

Because I have no idea what to write..I shall stop here for now..

So, bye..
Luv you guys..
Ciao :*

FROZEN : Review

I shall say, I'm not a BIG fan of Walt Disney's movies especially the ones made in the year 2000 till 2012. Too urban for the young audience. In fact, it was a bit too mature in certain aspects.

BUT..
The most recent Disney movie, FROZEN is superb. Worth watching. It feels like the old Disney is back! The songs remind me of the old movies back in the 90's.

At first, I thought I could predict the outcome..you know the usual.
Sis shut me out > I found a prince > I love him > my sis disapprove > sis became the evil queen > I love both > I save my sis > I marry the prince...

Apparently it was not like that at all. There's a twist in the plot which led the viewers astray. I like that. It made the viewers curious to watch it till the end.

Bravo Disney
Keep the good work.

Is RAYA really a family bonding time?

Salam Eid to all :)

How's your holiday so far?

Well, mine was full of guilt..
It's not that I am at fault..but more like poisons spread like an active virus in our family..
Good things are shared as equally as the bad things..nothing is hidden from the family ( or so they thought la)..
Sometimes it is a blessing..but most of the time it's a curse..
Condemning each other..pointing finger at one another..it's part of the norm..

or is it just my family? Hmmmm....

I do hope someday, very one in the family try to reason with each other first before throwing accusations..
It is not good for a child to be brought up in that kind of environment..
Even I feel uncomfortable sitting in the house..

I want my kids ( someday) to feel at ease while having their holiday with the family..
Everyone talking nicely to each other and etc...

It's all about Ukhuwah till Jannah 

MassComm = Hot Stuff?

MassComm = Hot Stuff

I have no idea why people, as in students from other faculties call us media and communication students hot stuff..

Hey dude, have you ever see me?

Do I look hot?

No, right?

So..the statement is invalid..isn't it?

Not all, masscomm students are hot, sexy, eye boggling and etc..majority yes..but not all..
Some of us, entered masscomm to learn how to be a professional journalist, broadcaster, backstage peoples..
Someone who lives under other people's shadow..to have a steady income and a peaceful life..

Have you seen a person who is REALLY famous and HOT lead a very peaceful life?
Give me ten names..

You can't?

That also shows that we masscomm students are also layman..
We are not Gods and Goddesses where you could fool us by stabbing our back..
We are the pro in that..
To act..to be expressionless..THAT takes a lot of practice hunny..

Do not judge us all the same just because some students are spending way beyond their monthly budget to act cool and hot..
There are also students form other faculties who splurge..

So, before you judge..

LOOK IN THE MIRROR FIRST YA!

Awkward

Well..today was the very first time I went to UiTM Lendu, Melaka by car with a friend from KL...

I was so excited. It is very rare for mom to give me a chance to go out with a friend she barely know..

All I had to say was, "Mama, Lili nak keluar dengan kawan dari kelab Inspirasi".

As easy as that...

Erm..that was not what I wanted to write..

Hmm..the story begins here..

One sunny day, I and my friend (Zubong) drove to Malacca to ask our lecturer's signature and hand-in our Pemimpin Minggu Destini Siswa's (PMDS) application form..

She picked me up at TBS around 10 am. She was late but it doesn't matter because I was as excited as a chimpanzee seeing a banana..That was the first I travel by car from KL to Malacca with a friend during the day.

We chatted, gossiped and laughed at stupid blokes.....without realizing one big mistake that we've made. 

WE DID NOT CHECKED WHETHER THE FUEL IS ENOUGH TO GET US THERE!!!

So, by the time we've reach Seremban. The car start to act up..worst of all..we just passed the last petrol station before entering Malacca. Boy, we were scared. Praying the car would reach the designated destination with an empty stomach...

AND..guess what?

We didn't reach our destination...by a few kilos..

Stuck on a highway..

We didn't cry..we did the exact opposite..we laugh like crazy..because

1. We did not realize the fuel was not enough until it was too late

2. We are 2 young women with limited knowledge on cars

3. Those who are near by did not answer their phones

4. We were too embarrassed to call the Plus line to ask for help..

Lucky for us, the patrol car was on duty at that time..

We paid them RM 20 for them to buy us some fuel..

We waited like 40 minutes..ON A HIGHWAY..we were sooooooo embarrassed..beyond words..

Cars, lorries, trailers, trucks..honking us..

Function?

None that would help us reach Malacca earlier..

We got lectured by the person who's on duty patrolling the area...as awkward as it is..we had to listen all the way..

But on the bright side, we did manage reach Malacca before my lecturer went home for Raya Aildiladha.. 

Fuhh..talk about luck!

Anyhow..

Moral of the story..

CHECK YOUR FUEL BEFORE TRAVELLING :)

CIAW :3

We Are Malaysia

BPK2013 also known as Bengkel Penulisan Kreatif 2013

Oh My Gawd!!!!
Salina Ibrahim came to UiTM Lendu this morning...
Excited?
Of course I am! Who wouldn't?
A well-known author drove from Damansara to UiTM Lendu just to give a talk...
Awed...
As an author, Ms. Salina said that you have to use all of 5 sense to write a novel..
To see, to touch, to hear, to smell and to taste...
Highly sensitive, perceptive, imaginative and creative

A novel is like a tree...
 Your imagination as its soil
  The theme is its roots
   The tree-trunk as the plot
    The shoot is the climax
     Branch as the sub-plot
      Leaves, Fruits,Flowers are the finishing touch...

iDE@s? - the behavior of mankind...
              - true story
              - inspiration from other authors
              - manipulation of all sorts
              - create a story from your imagination

There are many other topics that she mention but it is in Bahasa Malaysia therefore I have difficulty to translate all of it today...
Maybe some other time..

By the way, the BPK2013 was conducted by KOMED Association, UiTM Lendu, Melaka

Bourne Legacy

Finally...
Watched Bourne Legacy in college last night after downloading it from my neighbour...
It's mind pondering..something worth watching again..

Truth About My Group mate~~

Gosh....
I'm furious !
What is the point on having a group discussion when one of 'em would not cooperate...
Group assignment has to be done with at least some TEAMWORK!
I'm not some personal assistant to cover your work for you..
Earn your marks not just by sitting and do nothing...help...cooperate...give ideas...

What to do?!!!?!?!

2 weeks to go before assignment needed to be handed-in...
4 COM 167 individual assignment...
what to do??
I have no idea what to write!!!!
Cultural imperialism...K-POP? J-POP? POP POP??? POPCORN!!!
Any ideas guys?
Media impact...6 theories to choose from..
a. Force of effect
b. Flow of effect
c. Individual differences
d. Cultural studies
e. Gender analysis
f. Political / economic analysis
If I write on political analysis, I got the feeling I'll die young...
Ain't gonna die young!!!
Assignments..assignments...mass comm = CRAZY!!!!

Pinar pinar berpinar

Tenung twitter...tenung facebook...tenung blog...
buka spec
tenung twitter...tenung facebook...tenung blog...
type...type...type...
pejam mata...
pastu bangun abruptly...
badan tiba-tiba rasa macam melayang atas kayangan...
buat masa sesaat rasa macam in heaven...
then...came the headache..
TU LA...tak pakai spec bila tenung laptop lagi...
padan muka hang cik halle!!!

READER'S HUT CLEARANCE SALE - PART 1

National Geography from 1996-200*...selling for RM 1 for 1 magazine

1979
AUGUST - BIRD MIGRATION

1996
MARCH - XINJIANG . EMPERORS OF THE ICE
APRIL - JERUSALEM . STORMING THE TOWER
MAY - PERU . DINOSAURS EGGS
JUNE - ONTARIO . AUSTRALIA'S CAPE YORK PENINSULA
JULY - SOUTH AFRICA PARKS . A PLACE FOR PARKS
AUGUST - MEXICO : SPECIAL ISSUE
SEPTEMBER - SCOTLAND . HAWK HIGH OVER FOUR CORNERS
OCTOBER - FEDERAL LAND . AFRICAN GOLD
NOVEMBER - ORBIT . THE ASTRONAUTS' VIEW OF HOME

1997
JANUARY - NILE DELTA . BENEATH THE TASMAN SEA
MARCH - CHINA . BEARDED SEALS
MAY - INDIA . INDIA TURNING FIFTY
JUNE - FRENCH POLYNESIA

1998
FEBRUARY - EXPLORATION . QUEEN MAUD LAND
MARCH - MARINE SANCTUARIES . PLANET OF THE BEETLES
MAY - PHYSICAL WORLD . UNLOCKING THE CLIMATE PUZZLE
JUNE - TRANS-SIBERIAN RAILROAD
JULY - NATURAL HAZARDS . DINOSAURS TAKE WINGS
AUGUST - MARS . RETURN TO MARS
SEPTEMBER - VALLEY OF THE KINGS
NOVEMBER - WILDERNESS . MAUI'S MONSTER WAVES JAWS
DECEMBER - SPAIN/PORTUGAL . PETRA ANCIENT CITY OF STONE

1999
JANUARY - CORAL . CORAL EDEN
FEBRUARY - BIODIVERSITY . THE FRAGILE WEB
MARCH - SAHARA . EL NINO LA NINA
APRIL - GALAPAGOS . RETURN TOTHE BATTLE OF MIDWAY
MAY - CASPIAN SEA . AFRICAN WILD DOGS
JUNE - CUBA
JULY - IRAN . IRAN TESTING THE WATERS OF REFORM
AUGUST - CULTURE . GLOBAL CULTURE
SEPTEMBER - KASHMIR . BERTRAND PICCARD'S STORY
OCTOBER - UNIVERSE . SECRETS OF THE GENE
NOVEMBER - IRAQ . INCA SACRIFICE
DECEMBER - ANCIENT GREECE . CHEETAHS

2000
JANUARY - SPECIAL MILLENNIUM ISSUE
FEBRUARY - BALKANS . ORPHAN GORILLAS
APRIL - SHARKS . INSIDE THE GREAT WHITE
MAY - VIKINGS . IN SEARCH OF VIKINGS
JUNE - BRITAIN/IRELAND . INDUS CLUES TO AN ANCIENT CIVILISATION
JULY (2 COPIES) - AUTRALIA . WRATH OF THE GODS
AUGUST - OLYMPICS . SYDNEY OLYMPIC CITY
SEPTEMBER - CALIFORNIA TRAILS . RANA THARU NEPAL'S WOMEN OF GRACE
OCTOBER - MEGATRANSECT . WILD GLIDERS OF BORNEO
NOVEMBER - LIBYA . LIBYA AN INSIDE LOOK AFTER 30 YEARS OF ISOLATION
DECEMBER - FIRST AMERICANS . POLAR BEARS

2001
JANUARY - SURVIVING IN SPACE . 2001 THE BODY IN SPACE
FEBRUARY - MARS . JEWEL SCARABS
MARCH - MEGATRANSECT II . EXTREME AFRICA
APRIL - ANCIENT EGYPT . PHARAOHS OF THE SUN
MAY - MARCO POLO . MARCO POLO VENICE TO CHINA
JUNE - CHILE CAVES . ASIA'S LAST LIONS
JULY - TREASURE . GRIZZLY  CORNERED
AUGUST - PUBLIC LANDS . PUBLIC LANDS ARE GOING PUBLIC
SEPTEMBER - AERICA
OCTOBER - LIGHT . TRACKING THE LEOPARD
NOVEMBER - RUSSIA . RUSSIA TEN YEARS AFTER
DECEMBER -  AFGHANISTAN . ABRAHAM FATHER OF THREE FAITHS

2002
JANUARY - DOGS . WOLF TO WOOF
FEBRUARY - ANTARCTICA CHALLENGES . ETNA IGNITES
MARCH - DIAMONDS . DIAMONDS THE REAL STORY
APRIL - AFGHAN GIRL . AN AFGHAN REFUGEE'S STORY
MAY - THE INCA - THE RACE TO SAVE INCA MUMMIES
JUNE (2 COPIES) - D-DAY . UNTOLD STORIES OF D-DAY
JULY (2 COPIES) - NUCLEAR WASTE . BALD EAGLES MAJESTY IN MOTION
AUGUST - NEW SKULL FIND . THE FIRST PIONEER?
SEPTEMBER (2 COPIES) - STATE OF THE PLANET . MEERKATS STAND TALL
OCTOBER (2 COPIES) - MIDDLE EAST . DEATH ON THE NILE
NOVEMBER - WEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTION . UNMASKING SKIN
DECEMBER (2 COPIES) - HAWAIIANS . THE MAGIC OF SNOWY OWLS

2003
JANUARY (2 COPIES)- GREAT WALL . INSIDE EGYPT'S SECRET VAULTS
FEBRUARY (2 COPIES)- GALAXIES . DISCOVERING THE FIRST GALAXIES
MARCH - WEST INDIES . DINOSAURS
APRIL - MAMMALS . THE RISE OF MAMMALS
MAY - EVEREST . LIFE AND DEATH ON EVEREST
JUNE - INDIA . UNEARTHING SIBERIAN GOLD
SEPTEMBER - 21ST-CENTURY SLAVES . ZEBRAS !
OCTOBER - SAUDI ARABIA .KINGDOM ON EDGE
NOVEMBER - SURVEILLANCE . GUARDIAN OF THE SUN GOD'S TREASURE
DECEMBER - FLIGHT . THE FUTURE OF FLYING

2004
JANUARY - MARS . IS THERE LIFE IN THE ANCIENT ICE?
FEBRUARY - HAN DYNASTY . GREAT WHITES OF THE NORTH
MARCH - ATLANTIC FOREST . CHINA THE PRICE OF GROWTH
APRIL - BIRD MIGRATION . CHASING TORNADOES
MAY - GREAT PLAINS . HANOI THE SOUL OF VIETNAM
JUNE - SHIITES . THE END OF CHEAP OIL
JULY - THE SUN . COCAINE COUNTRY
AUGUST - BANJO PATERSON . THE HEAVY COST OF FAT
OCTOBER - HAWAIIAN VOLCANOES . RED HOT HAWAII
NOVEMBER - THE WORLD EVOLUTION . WAS DARWIN WRONG?
DECEMBER - BIN LADEN . SEARCHING THE STARS FOR NEW EARTHS

2005
JANUARY- CAFFEINE . WHY WE LOVE CAFFEINE
MARCH - THE MIND . WHAT'S IN YOUR MIND
APRIL - CIVIL WAR . LOST WORLD OF THE LITTLE PEOPLE
MAY - POISON . POISON 12 TOXIC TALES
JULY - STEM CELLS . ZHENG HE
AUGUST - AFTER OIL . THE BOMB
SEPTEMBER - AFRICA . WHATEVER YOU THOUGHT, THINK AGAIN
OCTOBER - KILLER FLU . THE NEXT KILLER FLU CAN WE STOP IT?
NOVEMBER - LONGEVITY . THE SECRETS OF LIVING LONGER
DECEMBER - SEA MONSTERS . SCIENTISTS BRING "GODZILLA" BACK TO LIFE

2006
JANUARY - KURDS . WHO'S WINNING IN IRAQ
FEBRUARY - SERENGETI . LOVE THE CHEMICAL REACTION
APRIL - EARTHQUAKES . QUAKES THE NEXT BIG ONE
MAY - ALASKA . THE JUDAS GOSPEL
JUNE - SOCCER. WHY THE WORLD LOVES SOCCER
JULY - PANDAS
AUGUST - NEW ORLEANS . KILLER HURRICANES
SEPTEMBER - MANCHURIA
OCTOBER - UNITED STATES . PLACES WE MUST SAVE
NOVEMBER - REINHOLD MESSNER . FOUND EARLIEST CHILD

2007
JANUARY - AMAZON . FOREST TO FARMS
FEBRUARY - HUMAN HEART . HEALING THE HEART
MARCH - ZAKOUMA PARK - DEFENDING A FORGOTTEN HERD
APRIL - GLOBAL FISHERIES CRISIS . SAVING THE SEA'S BOUNTY
MAY - JAMESTOWN . INDIA'S SHADOW CITY DHARAVI 
JUNE - ARCTIC WILDLIFE . THE BIG THAW
JULY - MALARIA . MALARIA STOPPING A GLOBAL KILLER
AUGUST - MESOAMERICA . HOW A GREAT CULTURE ROSE AND FELL
SEPTEMBER - PAKISTAN . ISLAM'S FAULT LINE PAKISTAN
OCTOBER - CLIMATE CHANGE . GROWING FUEL
NOVEMBER - MEMORY . WHY WE REMEMBER, WHY WE FORGET
DECEMBER - DINOSAURS . BIG BAD BIZARRE DINOSAURS

2008
FEBRUARY -  BLACK PHARAOHS . CONQUERORS OF ANCIENT EGYPT
MARCH - ANIMAL MINDS . INSIDE ANIMAL MINDS
APRIL - THE SAHEL . AFRICA'S RAGGED EDGE
MAY - CHINA . CHINA INSIDE THE DRAGON
JULY - VIRUNGA GORILLAS . WHO MURDERED THE MOUNTAIN GORILLAS?
OCTOBER - NEANDERTHALS . THE OTHER HUMANS NEANDERTHALS REVEALED

Pray for UiTM Lendu

Things has gotten worst at Lendu from what I heard and read via twitter and facebook. I'm not there to witness as I'm the type to be coupe up in my room.
My classmate, Jebat told us that it all started at Tun Perak's college where 5 students was being disturb at unknown spirits...it happened one after the other....he was so shocked by the incident. Kept reminding us not to forget our Creator...pray...pray...pray...ask for forgiveness...ask for safety...and so on...
The day before yesterday, we had recite Yaasin in all college...the spirits keep buggering us...wind blowing in all direction...eerie feeling...doors banging and we know there's no one upstairs...Hysteria happened in almost all college that very day...
THEN.....
I don't know what happened next...since I went back to Selangor yesterday...will keep update on Lendu...
Part 1...be brave...be you...they bother the timid ones...BE CAREFUL!!!

I'm back...AND...I'm a MassCommers....

Its been a year since my last blog...
Hurm...yada yada yada...SPM results didn't impressed anyone..
took form 6...drop form 6...
and here I am in UiTM Lendu....
Weird right????

Took a hasty decision to enter UiTM Lendu...studying mass communication...
Form 6 was fun while it last...but university life is waayyy much better...
Lack of sleep...tonnes of assignments...events here and there...money runs like waterfall...

POKAI!!!!